I'm the Poem, not the Poet.
										It is said that a poet's identity  
 
is found in their work, 
 
rather than in who they are as an individual. 
 
 
So best believe that what you hear in my spoken poems  
 
are not far from the truth. 
 
 
Yes, 
 
I really believe that it is Odd that I am a poet in my Prime years 
 
and I have nothing to show for it. 
 
I am truly a budding poet with a zero number of published poems to his name. 
 
 
It is also true that my love life is really like a labyrinth. 
 
A puzzle I can't solve. 
 
A game I can't play. 
 
How I have been stuck in Level one 
 
because I don't buy airtime for women I just met. 
 
 
I really had to learn that  
 
I was lost, 
 
that money was not the way  
 
to a woman's heart from social media. 
 
In the absence of my father, 
 
whose world is meant to revolve around me. 
 
his son. 
 
 
That I only join spoken word contests when I am broke 
 
is not a lie. 
 
I can only squeeze out words on Google doc pages when the hunger choke. 
 
 
 
So don't be surprised that the poet who writes about cloudy days is really gloomy. 
 
That even on the sunniest of days, 
 
My depression is like a shadow that never leaves. 
 
it follows me  
 
everywhere holding hands with 
 
my fear of not finding my purpose. 
 
 
I also really believe that a person's legacy is found in the things they create,  
 
So I look up into the skies, 
 
my two palms beside each other, 
 
I pray 
 
that my work will have an impact while 
 
I fade away  
 
into black.