Paroles

I was

I was ,I was afraid you would leave
so I left first
fear took the privilege of hearing those words "good morning"

i was , I was afraid you wouldn't stay
so I never waited nor turned
fear took the privilege of your grazed

I was ,I was afraid you never feel the same way
so I never told you how much you meant to me
fear took the privilege of hearing those words I've seen in your eyes

I was , I was afraid you wouldn't be there when I wake up
so I never made a bed of welcome
fear took the privilege to wake to your hot breathe


I was, I was afraid that maybe tomorrow you wouldn't remember the sound of my laughter anymore
so I never laugh
fear took the privilege of watching you turn when you hear me laugh


I was , I was afraid that you would stop touching me
so I reminded myself that it's for a moment whenever your lips touched mine
fear took the privilege of not knowing how far your lips could go


I was ,I was afraid so I never let me guts down
fear took what would've been an ideal romance from me........


I was , I was afraid so I never gave you the benefit of doubt because I was , I was you'll prove me right, just like every other person before you did..